Danvin Lee Su Meng
2nd December 1985
Westlake Primary School
SaintZ Andrews Secondary
Singapore Polytechnic - Aeronautical Engineering
BMTC School 2 - Ninja Company
160 Squadron - Air Defence Weapon Operator
RMIT Aerospace Engineering
LikeZ
Fishing
Squash
Playing Guitar
Diving
Driving
Anime
Live Music
Being Happy
This song! highly recommended to listen and was intro-ed to me by sm! must listen k? damm nice!
around the world in 80 days
[1:00 AM]
Friday, September 28, 2007
Hey..
You know, back when i was in NS, when everybody else is counting down towards their ORD date,somehow i was quite immune to that jovious feeling of having to break away from the claws of the government. I guess it was because i knew that i was going to fly to aussie to study, leaving all my friends behind but then now that I'm going back to singapore, i cant help but feel very very happy!! I cant wait to meet up with all the peeps back in sg. Joe and Sm, Johan, Weifu, HongChuan, Kaikwai , Rq and all the rest of the dudes. ANd of course, the gals! Yimin , peishan , liza, sabrina and all rest too. I really cannot wait to go back. Come in another few more days, it will be just one more month before i'm back in sg! Oh man i cannot wait!
Exams are also around the corner and its so scary. I've never been so scared about exams in my life. Not for PSLE or even Os haha, poly exams, i guess i really took them for granted. But over here its really different. Recently, nick and I went out to morington peninsula for a boat fishing trip. Ok it wasnt fantastic cos we kept catching flat heads although one person did catch a shark. Ok la, the shark was fine i guess...not really big though. Oh and i personally wanna thank Esther for helping organising all the activities. If it werent for her i wouldnt have got to know glorie, dan yuan, aaron and the rest of the guys as welll. It sure was fun being out with them. Hmm not too sure if i;ve mentioned about this.But Christy did come over recently for holidays with her bf. Then we did make a trip down to great ocean road. Sadly it was raining that day hence the pictures werent really that nice but hell it sure was fun. The nxt time , we're going there. Its going to be a 2d 1n trip instead of 1. Its because trying to reach the 12 apostles and back home in one day is really too tough!
There's been a few things going on in my mind and well.. its unsolved but i guess it will remain unresolved bah. I really dont know what i should do. In certain extent that i'm glad i was giving all this alone time to really think of things perhaps in time my questions will be answered but for now... well.. thats not going to be possible. hahaah! ok la. i'm going to go take a shower le.
tc all k
Danvin
around the world in 80 days
[6:32 PM]
Monday, September 17, 2007
haha i found another nice song!
ENJOY!
around the world in 80 days
[11:15 PM]
Light Surrounding you - Evermore
I see you by the water Your toes dipped in the sand I thought that it was over I thought you'd understand But the feeling is returning Though time has made us change And I understand if you don't Wanna talk to me about it tonight Tonight
'Cause I see the light surrounding you So don't be afraid of something new
Time was overtaking me And I guess I was confused They were all inviting me But I wish I had refused 'Cause I've been there before And I've seen it all And I believe in you
And if you never had my heart I would've never called you back At the start that night So I want you to know
That I see the light surrounding you So don't be afraid of something new 'Cause I see the light surrounding you So don't be afraid of what you're turning into
Blue-eyed sun shines on me In the morning Can't help but feel a little cold Thinking of you
'Cause I see the light surrounding you So don't be afraid of something new 'Cause I see the light surrounding you So don't be afraid of what you're turning into No, don't be afraid Don't be afraid Cos I see the light Cos I see the light Cos I see the light surrounding you
Now is for another clip that i found on youtube. I think the singer composed this song on her own. Its not too bad.. and her eyes are very pretty too =) Of cos her voice is gd too!
around the world in 80 days
[6:10 PM]
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Shayne Ward - Someone to love lyrics
Finally She came along Broke the spell And set me free Push aside What use to be All the broken hearted man that once was me I never gave it up I always believe When shes in my arms i no what i achieve
So hear my lonelyness Im giving up on you I dont need you anymore Ive found what i been lookin for So hear my emptyness Ive got no room for you Ive finally found what ive been dreamin of Someone to love
Heyyy Cos i was lost I was down and out Untill that day I knew what my life was all about Still wonder how She came my way Shes the reason im smiling here today
So hear my lonelyness Im giving up on you I dont need you anymore Ive found what i been lookin for So hear my emptyness Ive got no room for you Ive finally found what ive been dreamin of
Someone to love To hold To be my inspiration Someone to touch, to cherise for life
So hear my lonelyness Im giving up on you I dont need you anymore Ive found what i been lookin for So hear my emptyness Ive got no room for you Ive finally found what ive been dreamin of Someone to love
Someone to love
Oh baby
So hear my emptyness Ive got no room for you Ive finally found what ive been dreamin of Ive finally found what ive been dreamin of Someone to love Someone to love
I think i should have posted this somewhere at the start of the year instead but sadly i didnt know of this song then. Anyway i feel that its a very meaningful song and i bet alot of you have gone through this stage as well. =)
around the world in 80 days
[11:29 PM]
Its been 2 months? or was it 3 months since I arrived in melbourne. Time had initially passed so slowly that it was so unbearable. But now with exams just around the corner, time is relatively as fast as a speeding bullet. And before u know it, nick and i would be back in singapore. Actually i'm alittle apprehensive about going back.I mean when i first came, all i wanted was for school to start, as with a start, comes the end. And with the end, i could be back in singapore. But things happened and I really dont know what to do and feel when i do get back in singapore. Ok food yes.. who can miss out on all the great food that singapore has? partying at mambo nightz! but is that really what i want? Originally i had dreams, hopes..images of what may, would, could happen. But I guess things will not end up the way i want it to be. Things have gotten awkward..distant..weird.. maybe iterally as far from sg to au but i cant stop myself from feeling the way i did.Or rather, what is puzzling to me is that, I dont understand why this feeling just wont fade away the way i want it to. Why do i still cling onto it so much even though i know its not going to be possible;even though things nv started in the first place. why? why is it that i get upset when i'm alone? why is it that i dont bear to throw/delete/clear the memories. Why is it that nowadays i have to refrain myself from saying the things i want say? why? WHY?!i dont want to be in a situation whereby these feelings stay with me for the whole 4 years. I dont want that to happen. i just dont.. I dont know if i mentioned this before, but i had a very nice dream sometime back, a dream that is nver going to be reality. Maybe that is why people always say that dreams are dreams. Maybe i should change myself.. change myself to suit others. But whats the point of doing that.I dont wanna to be accepted as someone that you want me to be rather i want to be accepted as me, as who i am! Even if it means that i'm boring, stupid, silly, insane, whatever. sigh this sucks.
I miss my friends back in sg. I really do.The friends that friendship were made easily but the bonds forever forged in our hearts. Over here, friendship maybe made easily but there are definately no bonds, no links. Fuck. I've had enough of trying so hard to be a gd friend,I totally have enough. Why is it that i find it so hard to open up to most of the friends that i have made here.I hate this feeling... i totally hate it. Where was the happy go lucky dan? sighz. Perhaps i should really use this chance to learn how to fully control my emotions.
i apologise that this is sounding so blue. i really wish for a hug.. sigh.
around the world in 80 days
[9:52 PM]
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Certain interesting clips to check it out! =)
around the world in 80 days
[6:48 PM]
You are The Tower
Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.
The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
Things have been really insane lately. Lots of work to be done.. assignments, revision. Gosh.. and its just another 6 more weeks to exams! OMG its so scary. Hahah speaking of exams, huiwen said that she'll treat nick and i to durian if we were to be able to get 3 distinctions each. Muhahaha ok loR. The bet is definately on!Thanks for giving me the motlivation to study man! lol. Oh yesterday, there was this insane last min sale at melbourne central. It was really like last min. Like yesterday itself, my friend msged me only in the afternoon that theere was a sale in Melbourne Central frm 5pm onwards.Then i told Yvonne about it.. haha it was so funny to see how girls actually got excited over sales. But anyway when i was there, omG! there were like alot of girls doing their shopping la! Like super crowded! Oh i was with Anna, she's a hongkie and i got to know her thru Esther's cell group. Ok thats for the nxt paragraph. Anyyway back to melbourne central, Fu yong, if u really like billabong, you have to come over to aus to get your billabong clothes man. Their designs are so so much nicer than those in sg. I actually saw 2 t shirts there that i like but sadly they dont have my size. All too big! damm!!! Then i was at another shop where i saw a very nice stussy jacket. 169 bucks! Ok there's a 15% discount but then still.. wah! so expensive! ok maybe i'll get that nxt time.. hopefully there's another sale! I must definately start saving money.
As mentioned.. Esther's cell group gathering. You guys would most likely know me as a Taoist bah and that I hate people who just to go church to know girls. Totally hate it. On the day that i went for esther's gathering, i felt very very bad as it was like i was contridicting what i said. BUt anyway Esther, thanks! i really enjoyed myself. Totally liked the atmosphere the people. I got to know a few people as well. Such as David , Huixin , Xin Yuen and Anna.But right now i'm just contridicting with myself if i should continue going for such activities. I actually told david the whole thing and he was like, "nobody starts off as a christian, and besides we dont see u as a christian but rather as a friend" Hahaha.. he is really nice =) Felt so much at home that day.. oh well..
Anyway i dreamt of her last night. Haha. I dunno whether to be happy or to be sad. Happy cos it felt so real but sad cos i doubt it could ever happen. Up to now i really wonder if it was something i did or something that i didnt do. There are days that i really feel like crying but somehow those tears wont flow. I miss her smiles.. her voice..her teasing...her presence but i guess i'll have to gradually let it all go. As long as she's happy , I'm happy for her too =)
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