Friday, July 06, 2007
Hey all!!
Sorry for the late of updates.I've been really lazy lately. Anyway just to let everybody know! NIck's here!! Rather he is soundly asleep in the other bed at the moment. haha.. i'm really thankful for Nick being here. If it wasnt for him, i think i'll really be sad being all alone here while waiting for school to start.
Anyway with nick here, cooking seems alot more exciting and there's more variety in the things that i eat too! So far we already had salmon! potato soup, tom yam noodles and alot more! haha! i'm growing so fat! Today we had actually went to the market, gotten ourselves like 2 kgs of fish, 2 kgs of chicken wings , pork bones for soup and some veg.
I dont quite know what to write actually..cos all we did were recce out fishing places.. go to shopping centres in the cbd area. Right now i'm actually thinking of trying out on taking their trains to the various suburbs but doesnt seem worth the money to do so though. shrugZ i would rather drive around.
These few days i've been thinking alot on what i really want. 4 years is really a long long time. Should i wait till the end of the 4 years? or should i just do it when i'm back in dec? Somehow i'm worried that the end of 4 years, i might have already lost my chance. But then again, i dont want it to end .. rather i dont wish for it to end at all. I havent felt so serious over something for such a long time and i am really confused. I'm already so picturing us together, maybe even working together if what u really want is to be an air stewardess. omg.. i think i am going crazy. this is really driving me insane. The simpliest of things that you say,do, can so easily make my day , any time , any where.sometimes i really wish i know how or what you are feeling or thinking. this distance.. is really a challenge. i'm sorry that i'm no longer there for you not being there when u need me. sorry.
sorry was just letting some of my thoughts run wild here...
its freezing cold now..
nightz all!
around the world in 80 days
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