around the world in 80 days

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Hey...

I really dont quite know how to start my update. Feeling kinda emotional now. Sigh. You know i'm tired of organising things. Why is it always me thats always organising things? Its tiring. Imagine arranging squash every weekend. Gotta sms all of you all and then be answerable to all of you all too. Better still, arranging to celebrate a friend's bday. My friend , HE had to go to taiwan somewhat during his bday month for 3 weeks. And when he was back and i asked if we could just meet up for dinner? So that we could pass him his present that took us so long to get. His reply was that it was a tassle to meet up for dinner. And so that is it. He's off to brunei for 2 weeks. It would be dec when he comes back. 2 months after his bday. Oh.. now friends are a tassle? gosh. I'm sorry perhaps i've always been a tassle right? sigh.. somehow i feel that life sucks. sucks big time.I dread being in being camp cos there is no way of avoiding contact with him. I dont know. Its reached a point whereby i cant even stand being where i am at. Not just him.. even the unit. OmG... how FUCKING wayang is 160 SQUARDRON going to be? My question to CO .. How much are you willing to go inorder to get your BEST UNIT title. What does the BEST UNIT mean to you? Sarifacing your men's weekend for them to do RT so that u can get 100% passes in ippt? Taking away their Nights out? Having to make each soldier have 4 USMS just becos the other units have more? Didnt someone within the management mentioned before that comparing is not gd? WHy are u comparing? Does that make your port folio look gd? Allows your to climb the ranks fasteR? So what if u do get the Best Unit title this year? Do u earn the respect from your men? THe only driving force thats running the unit.. the force that u choose to abuse and neglect just for promotion sake? I'm disgusted. I dread. I hate the unit. If it wasnt for my close friends in camp , i dont think i would be able to take it in there. How i wish i could get more attachments that would put me away frm the camp. That would be great!SIgh forget it. Singlehood. Gd or bad? Up to now i do not know. But i'm not happy. That is something that i can confirm.I think the only time when i'm happy is either when i'm fishing, squashing or running. Doing things that would take my mind away. sigh. Why does all these have to happen now? why not earlier? WHy does it have to happen when i thought that i was over with all these kinds of feelings. nvm..

Ok.. happier notes k?

First thing would be my last outing with liz. Thanks liz! Going out with you has been fun so lets have more "dates" k? Oh yeah.. more neo prints and photos too! hahaha! =)

Second. Haha. Sp girls won!!! Top Poly in squash for the 2nd year running! Way to go girls!! WS, HW and XL you girls really put up a gd gd fight. Angie and don too! Here are some of the photos taken from that day!

Hahaha.. i guess downloading this page must have taken some time right? but do you know what? there's more pics to come. This time is from Peishan's 21st birthday party bash! hahaha. Ok i'm enjoying adding pics to my blog now. lol

Ok. besides for Peishan's Pics.. The games pics.. there's of cos the KL trip pics! And there u were thinking that that was the end? Muhahaha. its only the starT!

Now for some pics taken at Dbl. And yes this is the last of it.

around the world in 80 days
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the good ol' days...

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006