Danvin Lee Su Meng
2nd December 1985
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Have i been eluding myself all this while?
Have i been avoiding what my heart feels?

Why is it i cant stop myself from feeling this way? Reacting this way?

When can i walk out of this mess that i have made?
That i chose to avoid
That i chose to stun away from
That i thought was over

Time has been moving, is moving and will continue moving no matter what happens. Peole carry on with their lives as they normally do. Time will not stop and thats a fact. It has been months but why am i still feeling this way? Sometimes i really wished that wishes do come true beacause i want to go back to time. I want to tell myself that it was a dumb choice, a shadow that will live in me till this very moment.Wouldnt it have been great if i had just pursued my ambition in YFC without any worries , commitments. Why did i have to fall into this trap called love? It really hurts to see them giving their all into their relationships. Have i been such a bad boyfriend that it wasnt worth while for ya to do the same sariface or was i just taken on for a ride? Did i commit any less than them? I've lost all hope and confidence i have in myself. You know, all these while i have been very apprehensive about leaving to australia for my studies. But somehow, i cant wait to be there, alway from all the pain and sorrows of this place. To start a new life. To be a new danvin. Or forget it, i've always been f**Ked up and will always be.

Does drinking and clubbing help? Previously if u were to ask me that, i would say no. And now my stand is still the same but it does help you to forget the pain for that short moment. And even if its short, i would still go for it. I dont wanna think, i dont wanna feel any longer. Its tiring , its painful. Anybody wanna go out for drink? call me along k?

I'm sorry to the 3 of you.
I'm sorry that i wasnt able to give in
I'm sorry that i wasnt someone to be proud of
I'm sorry that i couldnt cheer u up
I'm sorry that i wasnt there
I'm sorry that i was overbearing

When can i see the glimse of light in this open and yet never ending darkness?When?


Danvin
Tired..just so tired...