Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Hmm, not too sure why, but i guess i've just been feeling pretty emotional these few days.
Today one of my platoon mates had finally booked into camp. SUper long weekend la, since fri till tues. But he brought back along a very bad news. He broke up with his 1year plus gf. That had totally took me by surprise. He's the kind of bf that would do anything for his gf, can ya imagine that he actually spent like 1000 bucks on her bday when he is only earning 450 per month? Spending whatever time he has available for her. I think if he has to, he would even AWOL for her as well. Of cos he has his bad points too but nonetheless, the amount of effort and sincerity that he has put in, thats something applauble.Details aside, i just hope that his gf would understand his efforts and actually patch back with him..
His incident, kinda made me realised how vulunerable a relationship can be when one spouse lacks the attention and time from the other. Or rather how NS just simply breaks relationships up like that.. I dont know how to put it but seeing the others whose relationships are so stable , i simply envy their commitment to each other. Its also no surprise that yes i am worried abt mine too, i no longer know what is right and wrong or up and down or inside and out. Should i be selfish? should i be gracious? Love is selfish but love is also self-sarcifacing so what is love? Love to me, takes up many forms , its ultimately up the decider on how he/she wants to love and be loved.
ok i dont think i'm making any sense anyway so i think i'll stop here.
byeZ
around the world in 80 days
[7:26 PM]
Monday, March 27, 2006
Oh! i realised that i havent been updating since like FEB?Its been really a bz month for me with all the parade , fishing and stuffs.. Stressing me out man. Hmm the fishing trip then was totally awesome!! haha aat least i'm pretty proud of myself having to catch 1 cat fish, 2-3 mangrove jacks and some misc. Ok la.. its not really alot but considering the fact that i was usually the first one to land a fish at new spots i guess thats gd enough. ANd nick has therefore been proclaimed as the Snapper King!-it needs no explaination-. Actually the current that day was really so strong that even my size6 weights are actually drifting in the water itself so honestly right, i didnt feel the bites on my rod until i reeled in the rod to check and realised it was heavy.. The only time i really felt something, that was the time when my reel broke! OMG!! i was in the damm process of retriveing it and my reel had to break! GOSH! sigh! that was really unlucky.. OK the nxt up coming trip.. 8th april.. boat fishing along tenah merah and ubin.. haha.. with my dad.. christy, nick, bob, nick's 2 friends and maybe liza. Hopefully that day can come back with some gd catch ;)
Anyway besides fishing, the past few weeks were really.. demoralising i guess? i dont wanna go into details but things are looking up =) so thats gd!hahaha!
hmm.. i'm comtemplating of whether to stop bloggin or not, considering that i'm bz and lazy.. hahah =p
Always out for a good catch!
around the world in 80 days
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