Its amazing how time flies. 3 days have passed and here i go, abt to book in ADA Camp in Chong Pang. Its a pretty sad thing when i compare myself to my other friends in the other vocations in air force. Imagine to be able to book out on a daily basis but the only bad point would be that they might recall u back at any time of the day. I'm not too sure on how the rest would treat this, but i definately wouldnt mind it. hahaha.
Anyway these few days were really quite fufilling. Had squash on both friday night and saturday morning. Then on both fri and sat, i had both Denise and Huijie respectively to try my Ice Cream Oreo Ice Cream Cheese Cake with banana. And they both said that it was great! haha. Oh Huijie managed to try it cos it so happened that i was taking a bus home from squash on sat and saw her boarding it at NP. So suggested her to come try my cake. Oh! New suggestion from Denise. Strawberry? Sounds good! Will try it the nxt time when i'm baking the cake with Karen and her friend MAggie? Oh , i actually had alvin to try the cake today. But he didnt really have a good opinion on it. Oh well, everybody has their own preferences right? HOpefully the guys would enjoy the cake on Mekko's bday on tues. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO MEI! in advance that is. =)
Speaking of Karen, Yt had actually asked me a very funny question one day. She actually asked me if i like karen, I was like -___-???. I was pretty stunned. And if i didnt remember wrongly, its because she felt that i was very close to Karen. But i guess the reason why i'm suddenly so nice and chatty to Karen is because there's no longer anybody's feelings that i have to concern myself with. And basically that is how i'm treating all my other friends as well. Oh with regards to YT. I really dont know what to say. I admit i do admire her matureness towards certain things but one thing that i cannot stand is her drawing such a clear line between feiends and not a friend. ALl this while, whether i was with Ht or not, i've always treated her as a friend but i guess it wasnt to her, at least her use of langauge didnt reflect it.
Oh on friday night, i had actually had supper with my cousin Christy at Abi's place. The food was gd as usual and surprisingly crowded as well. It was a pretty nice time then as between both of us, it has been a very very long since we were actually out together for anything. Hopefully there would be more outings like that, maybe more happening ones? hahaha.
Saw Edwin too. On sat night for supper. Nothing much abt it but one thing is for sure. He has grown darker and FATTER! lol.
Oh, i cant wait for nxt month to come where i can meet up with the ninja4section2 guys. Miss those guys man! the guys whom went through all the shit together. haha. Miss taking to Neo and Izwan too. I'm also looking forward for nxt month too as my allowance would be in and then alvin and i can go shopping for clothes. Actually i saw a pretty nice t shirt today at army market but i was really broke.. sad. Its this brown t shirt and a girl in bikini at the side of it. The bikini says no looking for the top, and no touching for the bottom. Pretty crude but pretty nice. haha.
Anyway i have been reading Ht's blogs recently and i guess its really about time for me to move on. She's happy with her life, with her new bf and his family. So what is there for me to be upset or worried abt right?The things that she mentioned in her blog. Alittle crude for me to read but expected, nonetheless she does sound like she has matured a fair bit. Strange isnt it? The both times ZM, entered her life, she matured. Anyway its a good thing la. I'm happy for both of them =)
Oh, on a more decisive note. I've kinda decided to not get a gf ( not that anybody would really like me for who i am anyway) until i go overseas or something. Because right now, not only do i not have any time for the person but also what will happen when i go overseas to study. I dont wish to break anybody's heart again and mine as well. So i guess this is the best for me. Besides i'm very happy being able to know more friends. Right now, i just want to be close to all my friends again and from there slowly get to know more friends , so on and so forth. I guess i really have to change myself to be more socialising, to be more like ZHong. Zhong is really someone that i inspire to be at times like this.
In 10 hours or so, i would be officially in ADA camp. Right now, i'm missing the times i had with da ge and friends in AFS, talking abt girls and all the other stuffs. SLeeping at every available break, eating chicken cutlet at AF1. haha I'm going to miss him sia! And i'm hoping that Fu yong would be my buddy in camp. It would be nice to have him around sia. Though most likely he wont be able to replace my buds Kelvin and Alvin but definately there's room for more buds! hahaha.
Ok, its getting pretty late so its lights out for me!
Friends and more friends!
Friends Forever!
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